They don’t know I enjoy being treated like a girl

It started as a minor fantasy and now it’s all that pleases me. I crave emasculation and humiliation! I guess I just have a masochistic side and I want to share it.

I’ve always had some level of feminine fantasies ever since experimenting when I was younger but I’ve always been an otherwise strictly heterosexual male with a pretty good record.

Being kinky and willing to try new things has always been successful in my relationships but rarely have I opened up about my own growing kinks. Specifically my overwhelming desire to have my anus penetrated while being dominated. I can’t recall when or how it started but its always been exciting to me.

I’ve used and owned many different sex-toys as an adult. From dildos to prostrate massagers to butt plug. Though I have always enjoyed using them to masturbate occasionally, I have still never felt attracted romantically or otherwise to any other man in particular. Only in fantasies have I considered it.

Recently though, I’ve noticed a change in my sexuality. When I’m fucking my girlfriend (with whom I have a long term happy relationship) I almost always think about her being fucked by other men or me being fucked also in a bisexual threesome. I do share this with her and she’s very accepting . She is also very submissive which I love to indulge for her but as a result I rarely get to have my submissive side explored.

Even though I’ve always been confident and felt very adequate, at some point I realized my desire to be degraded. Wanting to see her be fucked has become wanting her to see me be fucked. Sometimes I like to wear her panties and gag myself with a dildo.

I also love having her tell me my dick is too small for her but she doesn’t know the extent of what I want which is to be fully feminized and treated like a cute lil’ girly and have my holes filled just like hers.

Here is my tiny lil’ boy clit. Please don’t laugh.