You crave humiliation because you know that small thumb cock isn’t gonna cut it with women.
A femdom is what you need and one that will tease you while you tug that tiny slug. You’re too small to masturbate like a man, so you grip on with 2-3 fingers and start tugging. That’s so stupid looking to watch and does nothing in term of turning anyone on.
Go ahead, pull it out and tug it for a femdom on SPH cam and get humiliated for even attempting to do something men with real cocks do!