I deserve to be exposed as a pathetic sissy bitch

I have a confession. I have a decent sized penis, if i was to be considered a man, but nobody should see or think of me as a man.

I’m addicted to wearing panties! I love them so much, how they feel and look, and the way they keep me snug in a small space. I don’t own any male underwear at all, and right now I only have a few pairs of panties.

Even having some of my own panties doesn’t stop me from being so pathetic and taking and wearing my friends panties. I don’t know why I love wearing someone else’s panties so much, maybe it stems from when i was younger and would wear my sister’s or mom’s panties, maybe I’ve always wanted to be caught.

Since panties, I have grown to occasionally wear more female attire and really like it. I’ve even gone as far as buying, wearing, and locking myself into a chastity cage and in doing all this I have come to learn that NO REAL MAN WOULD EVER WEAR PANTIES OR ENJOY DRESSING LIKE A GIRL, AND ESPECIALLY WOULDN’T LOCK THEMSELVES IN CHASTITY!

So even if I have/had a decent sized penis, I now know and understand that I’m not and never will be a real man.

So if I’ll never be a real man, should I really start to dress and act like a girlie lil’ sissy bitch all the time? If I’m willing to temporarily lock myself in chastity, should I maybe give my keys to someone else who understands this and will keep me locked up? Should I and do I deserve to have my penis taken away and only be treated and used as a lil’ clitty??

Should I be exposed to all my friends, family, and everyone online for the things I’ve done, and my pathetic attempt and being a man or is it okay for me to do these things occasionally in private, and still put on a manly facade in public?

If its okay then I have nothing more to say. If i deserve to be exposed, humiliated, locked, feminized and never to be seen or thought of as a man ever again, then please let me know and I will take my next paycheck and tribute someone who can and will make this happen!