You don’t just get off like normal guys; you get off to balloons too. Sounds like you need to experience watching mistress popping balloons on cam to really see if you can take the pressure.
Stroke your dick in anticipation as I blow up and potentially pop them while streaming live with audio in front of you. Hear, see and experience it anytime you crave it. Uh oh! Sounds awfully addictive to me…
Does keeping it inflated turn you on or does seeing it blow do it for you? Tell mistress what you love about being a looner and then watch it all play out before your eyes.