Even though I prefer girls, I’ve been with less than 10 women but have been with at least 30 men 😞. I’ve literally never made a girl orgasm nor have I seen one cumming in person…😥. I’m embarrassed to say it but I’m just naturally better at pleasuring men.
My first chance to lose my virginity traumatized me. We were kissing and of course I was too timid to make the first move like a REAL man. She finally started undoing my belt and then rubbed my crotch with her hand trying to find my adorable little pussy tickler. I think she realized I had a smaller than average dick by the look on her face.
The point of no return
She then starts unbuttoning my pants and I realize I’m starting to feel like I’m almost at the point of no return. I panicked internally as I tried my best to keep a straight face as she finished pulling down my zipper but that’s when my hips starting bucking and the orgasm was slowly washing over me. Before she was able to even touch it, my sad baby-dick began spurting and by that point I started moaning, moaning like a bitch because I knew there was no getting out of this utterly humiliating situation.
My loser load was HUGE and even though it was somewhat of a ruined orgasm, I sprayed my load harder than ever before and hit my stomach, chest face, as well as the wall right behind my head. One of my most intense orgasms to this day.
The aftermath
Anyway, so once the orgasm leaves me I immediately become so embarrassed, so ashamed, so humiliated. She just kind of sat there astonished with her mouth wide open staring at the mess I made that would haunt me in my dreams.
Eventually she started cackling out of nowhere and looked like she’d been trying not to laugh for a few minutes now. She said “fuck it I can’t help it anymore. I gotta ask you,” she paused briefly then continued, “I’m just gonna come out and ask it, okay? Did you honestly believe that you were going to be able to please me with THAT?! You’re either a virgin or just so high that you’ve become delusional… ha-ha!”
I quickly gathered my stuff and darted out of her house as tears began forming in my eyes. I don’t think she saw me crying, not that it would make me any less of a comedy act for girls to laugh at 😥.
