Dear Goddess,
Thank you for the early comments and tumblr posts. Thank you for setting the trap and letting me walk right in. Thank you for making sure that I can never go back. The idea that you have planned this for from the beginning for some reason it excites me.
The thrill of a woman like yourself taking control and enjoying humiliating, emasculating and exposing me it’s something that I should be ashamed of. I am totally embarrassed and always feel shameful and degraded but yet I return from more. Giving up control to you was intoxicating. Now knowing that you can make me do more just by having the information and can use it to get more or make me humiliate myself further is so scary but yet arousing.
Being a slave, piggy, bimbo, pansy ass, valley girl, queer bait, femboy… And many other names you have called me drag me further and further into sissyhood. Making me look at pictures of cock and calling me gay constantly have fucked me even further.
I am FUCKED, ENSLAVED, OWNED and NEED humiliation.
OMG! I am so owned…I love being humiliated and NEED it more and more. Make me lose control!